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If tears could speak and say just how I feel
when the pain that's caused feels all too real
I'd cry myself a river back to your heart
and glue back together what had fallen apart
if tears could paint a picture of words unsaid
you'd understand with every tear that is shed
if tears could show the hurt inside
I'd never have to run away to hide
I'd be able to give you my every emotion
even when I feel lost in it's ocean
if tears could draw a road away from sorrow
I'd have a reason to look for tomorrow
if tears could right a story from the heart
you would play every major part
if tears can mend my broken soul
I would never lose control
if tears could breath life back into the dead
"alive and well" will be writtin in stone instead
Onto a paper it shall be told
in the form of a story written by tears
crystalized by sadness, pain and despair
words become written by an unclear mind
with a fogged perseption gifted with agony
sickness overwelms the healthy killing the living inside
take a breath read some more
the story hasn't ended just yet
you see this soul lost his way
now swallowed by the abyss now becoming as one
no one will remember the sad broken soul
untill they have read his heartfelt words
written on his face by those crystalized tears
they shred his cheeks as they fall from his eyes
with the pain he gains his blood follows
oh how he wished for a better day
each day came more rain
more pain more blood to spill
his prayers where never heard
his heart was never mended
no one cared for this sad broken soul
he stumbled through life like a ghost on a run
the grim reaper shall soon come along
to reap and steal his soul
his end falls quickly unto him
come the morning he would breathe no more
no one would remember
"you say to much" you told me once before
you said you didn't want to hear me anymore
my voice broke the silence in the air
how annoying it was, I wasn't aware
none the less I went to sleep
then into my room you creep
at my bedside you whisper my name
"after this you'll never be the same"
placing your hand over my mouth
after that everything went south
I woke up with fear in my eyes
holding back those desperate cries
you tied me down and pulled out a knife
this is it I'm going to lose my life
you pulled out a suture and thread
I stared at you with sudden dread
my heart beat quickened as you prepared
my breath sped up showing I was scared
you held my head down
and gave an angered frown
your laughter pierces the silence
oh how you love this violence
you press the suture to my lips
peircing my skin, the blood drips
the pain began to burn my face
as the blood drained like it's a race
again the suture pierced my skin
I know now this fight I can't win
bit by bit my mouth zips closed
The one who takes the fall
I believed their words not long ago
the way they said I had my own glow
I believed the worthless lie
now foremed into a rope to hang me high
I walked into a trap just for me
with no way to set me free
they've kicked the stool from under me
the end of me now for all to see
now they've watched me fall
thinking they know it all
hanging as my life flutters from me
it's then that they finally see
I tried my best and lost it all
instead if flying I hit the brick wall
so in the end I'll take what I've lost
continue on whatever the cost
this rope can no longer hold me
it'll break and set me free
I'll grow my wings and take to the sky
my any odds I can defy
I'll make my road ahead
with every word that they've said
so in the end when I pass them all
it wont be me who takes the fall
A little bit stronger
Simple emotions fall far from my face
I look in the mirror and feel the disgrace
what was once before has died inside
the fears I desperatly tried to hide
the pain I've gained over the years
the hurt, the blood, the many tears
I'm done hoping it'll soon go my way
I'm done waking up to face the day
trying to go on with a broken heart
I'm done with trying not to fall apart
I'm through with trying to not be afraid
Living on the edge of a blade
this life became way too tough
the years added on, I felt I had enough
no matter how much I cry
the longer I live the more I want to die
I fall to my knees and break apart
the pain in my chest begins to spread
leaving me hollow, cold and dead
why continue when life is so cold
a blank book with stories untold
my book left wordless and with no mark
in the darkness I have left a dim spark
"don't throw away something that's still alive
after all I've faced I have survived"
I've fell apart, healed then broke again
but this is now and that was then
A special day it is indeed
I hope you will smile as you read
this poem I made just for you
and make you smile a little too
a special day this much is true
for someone I really look up to
I missed you for so long
after my hardships have come and gone
you've made an impact that'll never go away
never break, never fade or fray
to God whom I prayed
when in bed I laid
I'd never lose what means most to me
I hope you understand, I hope you see
through the hardships we've had
I'm happy, I'm truly glad
that through it all I still have you
someone there to help me through
I wanted to be here
to prove I'd never disappear
on your special day
a little older
a little bolder
on this day I wanted to say
I've done this once before
the pain I cause I could take no more
sitting there watching myself cry
in my mind I just wished I'd die
tired of facing the world with no shield
left weaponless out in the battle field
struck down by the bigger man
left out in the frying pan
the more I struggle the more I burn
life is not a gift it's something you earn
they said "being born is one thing,
blood and rain is what life will bring
the longer you live the more it hurts
pain comes in, so diverse"
I begin to feel like giving in
the chances of winning are way too thin
I was never even happy in the beginning
life is everything but forgiving
I've learned that over the years
from those many cries, the many tears
I hide my pain so damn well
even you think I'm doing swell
but behind the act I play so well
lies the pain and the ungodly hell
in a decorated box I hide my pain away
even now I hide my dismay
no one knows the true lethality behind the illusion
hiding away is and was my solution
but it's truly o
In this darkness
they say "Don't leave please stay"
it's nice to be in the dark wouldn't you say?
no worries about the pain
no worries about the rain
not a single brittle smile
not a single shred of denile
the pain will fall away
it'll be easy to stay
in the darkness I shall be
in the darkness I shall not see
the worries shall fall
with no memories to recall
I've lost my sanity in all this agony
deranged now lost in my insanity
I'm built up upon my rage
you've locked me in this cage
darkness becomes my best friend
it'll welcome me to my bitter end
in the darkness where no one will go
in this darkness I'll let the blood flow
death will creep in and take my soul
My deepest pain I couldn't control
I can feel it holding onto me
I can feel it trying to set me free
I shall close my eyes
and fall into my demise
You look into my eyes with a fearful gaze
afraid to blink, afraid to fall into the daze
trembling at my form, your fear has taken over
my peircing gaze has not given you closer
will I attack, the question is unclear
what eats you inside is your every fear
I face my options while stuck with you
I could kill you but something says not to
I have my side and you have yours
cause on this boat there are no closed doors
survival is an option but that includes you
with the help from each other we can make it through
if you trust in me and I trust in you
survive is what we will both do
so push the fear to the side
we're both here and along for the ride
lets make it worth so much more
push our differences to the shore
we'll work together and never give in
cause in the end we'll eventually win
freedom we'll gain and go our seprete ways
but remember this time for all of our days
you'll remember my fearless golden eyes
that is until the day your memory dies
your body will fall to the land
A Letter To My SoldierA woman sat down at her desk, pen in her hand.
The piece of paper clean; so clean and very bland.
She looks out of the window; where is he now?
With tears in her eyes, ink to paper does plough.
I do not know where you are, or if this will reach you.
I want you to come home, want you to make it through.
Our future is separated, just because of war.
To think about your death…… it is hard, oh I swore.
I can't imagine your pain, that war has taken you to.
I can't imagine you laying, dying… alone to make it through.
I want you to be happy, and serving your country is one.
But please do come home, come home for our future son.
It is cold at night in bed, your pillow smells of you.
The nights, a smothering black and the day, a penetrating blue.
I hope you think of me, as often as I think of you.
The words of love I whispered, ones that were very true.
Your laughter is often missed, so deep and so pure.
It was my weak
If tears could write a story
If tears could write a story, then this is written for you.
Please excuse the sorrow that will naturally flow through.
They will write the memories, ones of wrong and right.
Also leaving a brand, of the laughter and the fight.
The times we did embrace, tears will trace these too.
Of sorrow and of happiness, my tears will write for you.
I cannot cry you back, impossible this may seem.
But you have live and died, at last your soul has been.
Every breath I take, it is harder than the first.
Leaving me immobile with a heart about to burst.
Missing you is painful, more so than any death.
But this cannot bring you back, you have taken your final breath.
If tears could show emotion, then many will flow on.
The feeling of close love, a feeling that’s never wrong.
You were the best friend that ever has been to me.
Now you’re not here, your soul is finally free.
Pain rips through me just as does a flood.
My soul is missing a piece and icy is my blood.
If only were here to sing with m
A must read poem
This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer.
She wants to see how many people get her poem.
It is quite the poem. Please pass it on.
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.
It was sent by a medical doctor -
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a
butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'
You'd better slow down.
I am closer.
What others dont.
They dont see,
But it is clear.
The path to take,
Oh it is finally here.
to get there faster.
I am nearly there,
Why cant I finish?
Why does it stop me.
My blood runs wild,
Come on, do it!
I do it.
I leave behind
The pain and guilt.
I can run,
Unbreakable DreamsThe ground beneath
Freezing a bare back,
The concrete cold
From the wind let in
By an open window
It's worth fighting for
The music of the rain
Pouring from outside
Fills the empty sound
Of my unbeating heart
They'll try to take your pride
I'll lay here in set
Of forever's end
As what life I posses
Slips and drains away
Try to take your soul
Yet still, the attention
Of my eyes captures
The bright of the moon
Bringing a sparse light
To the darkness of night
They'll try and take all the control
My arms raise from
The solid, cold ground
As I reach out for
What I'm blockaded by
They'll look you in the eyes
The window is open
Curtains flutter about
Yet my dreams outside
Are so far away...
Fill you full of lies
Yet, they're real, true
My blind eyes have them
In my gone-by sight
Believe me they're gonna try
The crushing hopes
Twinkle about as stars
As I finally, now realize:
So when you're feeling crazy
My dreams are real,
Far from my ne
VoidFloating in the void
Wrapped in darkness
I can't see a thing
I can't feel my body
I'm completely lost
Am I dead?
I sure hope I am...
When Everything Goes WrongI do not fear death
It is life that I fear
The tragedies that it holds
Losing ones I hold dear
I can't play the part
I can't pretend to be strong
I'm just a scared little girl
When everything goes wrong
My voice can't be heard
I don't speak up
To sing of my pain
One day I'll erupt
I can't stay on cue
I can't keep up the song
I'm just a note out of tune
When everything goes wrong
With tears barely contained
And a fake smile on my face
I trip out the unwanted door
And continue life's un-winnable race
I can't keep the pace
I can't run for that long
I'm just out of shape
When everything goes wrong
My time has come
No more silent pleas
Strike the bells of solitude
Let ashes drift in flowing breeze
I can't hurt them anymore
I can't continue to go on
I'm just about to break
When everything goes wrong
Black AngelShe is everywhere,
From graves to hospitals,
She is everywhere.
She spreads her wings over the sick,
And carries them away,
To a place only known by the dead.
She has no emotion, she shows no pity,
She does her job swift and quick,
She has no feelings, she has no heart.
She's the cause of mourning and grief,
She's the cause of pain and suffering,
She is the cause of disease and famine.
One day we're all gonna see her,
One day we'll all know what she looks like,
Cause one day we're all gonna see that black angel.
War in my heart
I walk under the moons glow
Half in silver light
Half in shadow
Both will forever fight
The darkness binds me to its will
Fuels me with power
It only gets darker still,
With every passing hour
The light beckons me to its glow
A beacon in the sky
But I didn't know,
That it's only a lie
From the black powered grip
Demons draw blades,
And charge as one
A tide of screaming shades
The light draw bright bows
They ready gold tipped spears
Ready to meet their foes,
Roaring battlefield cheers
The sides collide
They face countless foes
On the light front and the black tide
Exchanging bloodily blows
This is the war,
That rages in my heart
I've known nothing before,
It's brutal start.
It's time to pick a side
The light front,
Or the dark tide.
Then and only then,
Will I hunt.
I wont let go
if your broken let me build back what you lost
I'll take my time no matter the cost
you're smile is worth every second taken
even when your heart is breakin
I want to be there to hold you up high
and show the world you can fly
a single moment that's all it took
then they closed your book
but I see there's more to read
a leason to heed
so when eveyone is pushing you aside
I'll be there to prove what they denied
you're worth it all in the end
because you are my friend
I'll give you a reason to continue on
I'll be there when everyone else have gone
I know it hurts so much right now
you'll get through this and I'll show you how
just give me a chance to help you through
in the end I can make you strong and new
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